Challenge Again

#318
5th April

It's another on-hiatus post again.

Within a month I again need to prepare for my first-term examination.

I dunno why time is so cruel, make the March holidays so late, and then left about one month only for preparation.

This time I think I'll even tired, 3 weeks of examination, in SPM format, make ppl wanna ki siao.

All important subjects learnt in Form 4 will be all tested this time.

Now the real test is coming, and now I still trying to focus on this thing.

But... It's impossible to prepare all things in just 1 month, and that would be insane!

This is what I felt when I saw the date of examination is getting nearer and nearer.

Well, calm down, take a deep breath, do what should I do.

Only dedication and hardworking will pay off.

From 6/5/2014 until 23/5/2014.

This time it took even longer time for on-hiatus.

Well, this time I promise to myself that I will do my very best, with full strengths and some luck.
Hope may bring good result.

Okay here's the list:

Blog Name, "My Life..."

Subject, "Stop Blogging For A Moment"
Date, "6/4/2014 until 23/5/2014"

Time, "48 Days"

Outdated on 5/4/2014 9:19 PM

Stay Strong

#317
3rd April

Feeling depressed for the past few days.

As I said already, the first term ujian's condition is 不乐观, most of the subjects are in grade 'B', and the subjects are absolutely passed (Passing marks is 60).

The strange thing is, the subjects that I can handle mostly got 'B', and the subjects that I don't have confidence to get higher marks got grade 'A'. 

You know, what was in my mind that this may be a vicious circle, time took me back to Form 2.

Form 2, I'm not one of the top students in the class 2TA5, but for the first-term ujian, I magnificently got high marks that I never got before during Form 1. 

My friends who were better than me (in terms of form ranking) got worse, and some of them were behind me by that ujian.

This made them shocked and me too, I don't even know that this is just lucky or my real strength.

Upon that ujian, many friends said me ampia that kind of things.

Even Form 3 and Form 4, somehow my achievement was quite unstable, but I always mentioned by other friends as one of the top students.

This time, I just dropped much than before, the lowest average mark for all examinations.

I felt the depression when ppl who are said to be very good suddenly became that worse, I mean worse than other ppl who are not that really good.

Meaning to say that this condition happened on me this year, like what had happened on my friends in Form 2.

I always remind myself that I'm not one of the best, but when many good things came in front of you, you may forgot what you had promised to yourself, and when bad things come over, it maybe a strike.

I struck, and now I realized, work hard is one of the way, but work smart is the most important way.

I'm sure that I'll be one of the students who dropped in this ujian.

But wait, first-term exam, I think I will regain my confidence, and then show my real strength again.

I believe in hope and fate, but I'm more believe in myself, this strike didn't make me falter.

Stay strong, study smart, and I should learn how to leisure.

The announcement of the on-hiatus post will be published in the next post.

Stay tune.

Bye :)