Feeling

#403
30th April

I'm not sure whether should I go for it or just do nothing.

I can't decide anything as I like becuz' I'm still not steady in driving.

Especially there's an outing, my only limitation is the transport problem, even though I had a license.

But the main reason is I'm the only son in my family, no matter how I should not let my parents worry.

In that case, for any outing, I also dunwan to bother my parents to fetch me to anywhere becuz' I know that they are busy.

Btw I will say thank you for jio-ing me for an outing.

In case you already forgot what kind of person am I, but I was so sorry to meet you.

So, I think, it's still too early to meet at this time, it's just not at the right time.

Despite... Yup, I'm going to start F6, but through so much things I don't even know what to talk with you...

I just imagine that will it be awkward? Will it be fun enough? I'm not sure, but for sure the pasts are already past, however it keeps haunting my mind.

How about you? I know that you may forget it, but I just can't let it disappear, I'm just so sorry to meet you.

Anyway, my heart is still beating, at least after we separate for our future...

The Last Week?

#402
28th April

As I said, 5/5 is the registration and orientation day for F6.

So, I decided to end my part-time job at 30/4, and this could be the last week of my working days.

However, the plot twists.

Yesterday, my boss asked me whether I can continue working or not since she hadn't hire a new teacher to replace me.

I didn't give her a direct reply, I just said I think over that first.

Well, you know, I'm not sure I could afford the life of 半工半读, cuz' you should know that F6 would be very tough, and lesser time to relax.

I could try it anyway, it's just a matter of time.

Generally the first month would not be that tense, so I think I still can handle, but things won't stay in the same condition forever.

In that case, I decide to help my boss until a new teacher comes, well I really hope the new teacher could come as soon as possible.

Moreover I still can earn more money haha xD

That's one of the benefits gua.

So I think this week is not my last week of working days yet, so the separation day is still far though.

Leave

#401
24th April

Found on www.corradochiozzi.com (edited)

Day by day, next week would be my last week of working.

Got a little bit feeling of "Wow! That was fast!"

It looks like I had successfully made these months to be enriched with more experiences.

Seriously I think back before if I don't work I would reli bored until die xP

So in conclusion, after SPM, must go do part-time job, abo sure really really 颓废 at home.

Well, my leave would be knew by all the people there soon, except the teachers there.

In the end, I decided to 不告而别 at 30/4, cuz' I really dunwan my students to be sad wif my leaving.

But at least, both of me and my students would be feel reluctant of cuz', but things gonna happen soon, I just dunwan them to feel sad.

After 30/4, there would be no more 广业老师 there, and also no more a very young teacher there.

At least, I learnt what is "尽责" there.

By then that would be another topic again.

Just a short post only.

Bye!

400!!!

#400
21st April

Need to celebrate or not??

Lol I just asked a silly question xP

But now this is my 400th post for my blog OMG!!!

This blog was generated unexpectedly at the end of year 2010, now this blog is about more than 4 years old dy!!!

This blog already included so much memories from Form 1 until Form 5, soon my life in Form 6 will dominate this blog.

Now I hope that I will reach 500 posts (Lol too early to talk about it haha xD), cuz' I know that there are much more things waiting for me.

Well, I guess if I have tons of times, I would update more.

Digression

Okay for this special post, I would like to share something which I think everybody had seen it before.

It's about the illustrated guide to a Ph. D., click here for the webpage.

Quite interesting right? But becoming a Ph. D. looks like need decades to success haha xD

Anyway nothing is impossible. :)

Random Post

#399
19th April

Found on www.storyabout.net

Haizz now I'm really blur blur.

Since 5/5 is the registration day for F6, so I'm gonna back to school to settle everything before school reopens.

But damn I have no clue of what to wear, where to gather, when school reopens, when is orientation day and what to bring.

Although it was written in the letter: "Pakaian kemas dan sopan".

Somehow I asked my seniors, even school teacher, they said wear school uniform and also that day is orientation day lol.

Nvm all could be known on 5/5, and yet it's just about 2 weeks++ left!!!

That means I'm gonna work until 30/4 only (cuz I planned to work until mid of May).

Good thing is I no need to pekchek to those naughty students xP

Bad thing is I'm gonna back to school to restart everything, wake up early in the morning (which I really hate it) and all the happy moments wif the students there T.T

Not sure la my decision to go F6 can't change dy, as go matriks de only start school at start of June.

So much friends go matriks, I think they will have a better life than me (in terms of friendship) haizz...

这就是我的命，还是为将来好好打算吧!

Got heard a line from drama: “对仇人最好的报仇就是生活过得比他更好。”

I just wish that F6 could give me everything new, at least I can make up my mistakes I done before.

And also to all my haters and bitches, goodbye to you all cuz' I dun give a damn to you, even if we meet one day at somewhere else, I won't look at you or say "hello" to you, I will just walking by, that's all!!!

Em... consider an emo post la haha xD

And my next post would be my 400th post!!! 

OMG can't believe that I had came this far.

So I'm In F6

#398
16th April

OH YEAH I'M GOING TO FORM 6!!!

Anyway it's logic: If you get Matriks, you won't get Form 6 and vice versa.

Unless you go to do rayuan, then that would be different case. But somehow if your rayuan success, I think you maybe rather a bit late to start school.

So, 5th May is the registration day, and I will be going back to CLHS!

Well, in case you wonder why I can't get matriks, maybe my kokurikulum records not really good, so I think I need to pia in F6 to make my kokurikulum better.

Aiks must be really hardworking in F6 dy, cannot be like F5 aneh relax T.T

Happy and satisfy or unhappy and regret in F6?

Too early to talk about it, will see then.

But so much friends go matriks at the same state (which is Kedah), make me like WTH why don't leave some of them for me!?!?

Damn I think their life is better then me in such condition, but I can't change for it though.

Just a short update nia, will talk about it more soon.

Bye!

I'm Not In Matriks

#397 
13th April

Found on www.palmerstonemc.com

Today, is the day.

"Oh why?" Maybe you will ask.

Well, it's becuz' today we could know who will be going to matriks who will be going to F6.

Oh I'm not sure why got ppl say the sitting for matriks is mostly for bumiputera and the rest are for others.

Get what I mean?

But somehow got so many friends in my class got the sitting for matriks, and most of them are going to Kedah.

Hmm... Quite a funny thing lol, dunno how's the system goes on, but for sure, I'M NOT GOING TO MATRIKS.

Yay that's what I really want, I really wish to go F6.

Well by comparison got ppl said that Matriks is easier, takes shorter time, the exam is easier, and guaranteed to go local U.

Aiks but I want go F6 la now 老天爷真的帮助我了, kamsia kamsia. :D

So, it's really like all of us are going to start our own life soon, you have your path, I have my path.

Just hope that we can still reunion someday, sometime.

Good luck to everyone now! 2 paths in front of us, but I'm sure one day the paths will bring us back together.

Soon

#396
12th April

Found on www.favim.com

Halo I think I got a week didn't blog anything dy haha.

So how was the week before? Well, quite a lot of things happened, especially for those colleges' friends.

Well, like yesterday and today, I could see photos on Fb and Twitter, mostly are about Neon Party and Rainbow Run.

Hmm... Looks like college life wasn't that bad, if you can handle and dun care all other those bullshit things lol xD

And another lucky thing is you can spend the entire life with much more friends, you could see a lot of changes through that.

Well, for me, I'm still working, and I admit that through working I can't believe I changed so much, as got ppl say my behaviours now are reli different compare to Form 4.

But there's an end for part-time job, which I will stop at the end of April...

Yup I heard that Form 6 would start at 5th May so I think... I will say goodbye to my students soon...

Anyway I will check online to see the arrangement, yet the date haven't reach yet. 

So, another separation and another reunion soon.

But life goes on, I still to face it, wish that it would be as fine as I want.

Reluctant?

#395
6th April

Found on www.powerofpositivity.com

Phew! I knew that this month would be difficult, so thx god finally there is another new teacher came today.

This new teacher is a 60-year-old woman, and she is retired, she came to teach becuz' she feel free at home, that's why she chose this job to pass her time.

Since she has no experience in teaching, so my boss arranged me to give her some training, and also offer some helps whenever she needs.

Under some arrangements, she teach Standard 1 students becuz' it is easier for her.

Alright, being a well-experienced teacher (I think so xP) should do something like this pun lah, like that I would be 放心 before I leave the place.

I'm not sure why, you work at particular place, you gain experiences, and the time when you get along with colleagues.

For me, not only other teachers, but also with the students here...

...Like, they bring you back to school times, made me miss those days in CLHS.

In overall, I think I would be reluctant to leave them, probably they give me too much 深刻的印象 dy. xD

Not sure when will I leave, but I hope that I would stay here longer.

Or else, I need to appreciate the time with them now.

April's Moods

#394
3rd April

Found on www.justshanice.com

It's April but who say it would be okay!?!?

Damn I knew that this could be a very tough month since there're 2 teachers left and 1 newcomer, however it is still not enough.

Haizz not sure why, there're more new students come starting this month, and I'm gonna plus teaching standard 1. T.T

So tough gonna teach in multiple subjects in different standards, moods getting serious these days, even more tired than usual.

Since then I think I'm not ready to quit yet, at least there're still some 自由 here, moreover it is just half-day, 待遇 still okay why should I change?

My April's moods probably like emoji above, teehee all cam cam, bohguai these days I sleep so earlier than before, probably need a time to rest.

Oh fyi the new teacher is a 20++ age man, still studying university and he teach Standard 2.

Cuz' these days I'm so busy I haven't really get know of him yet haha.

Nowadays things getting dramatic. Why? Go ask your friends who are studying  in college, or go see their Twitter, all looks like emo tweets.

This reminds me a Taiwan drama 《世间情》, oh no our life are going be like that drama!?!?