Pursue

#474

29th July

I'm not used be the one who is very determined in pursuing a certain thing.

As long as I can accept the result, then my baseline or target set would be underestimated.

But now, I can't be disappointed anymore.

I'm facing a huge problem, where things may turned upside down, from happiness to depression.

Even though I am ready to face the most probably disappointing results, but it all cannot be changed, unless there's a miracle.

Facing difficulties is everyone's commonplace, but how you get through it, that's always depend on your effort.

To admit the results willingly without heartbroken, sometimes it could be so impossible.

Nobody knows what's going on soon, and nobody can change for it.

I depend on my subconsciousness now.

Repeating...

Nothing can stop me...

Nothing can stop me...

Nothing can stop me...

Not any of difficulties can stop me, I will let everything be in done as my heart follows.

I cannot let my life be drawn by the fate.

This is one of my dreams, and this maybe the only best chance that I got.

Please make my final days as a secondary student as meaningful as I want.

I will definitely treasure it...

Hint 1:

Influenced

#473

24th July

(Source: www.lgregory007.empowernetwork.com)

Basically, I was busying on my own studies that I nearly abandoned my blog.

As far as I know, I did promised myself to keep this blog updated until forever no matter how busy am I.

Guess what? It is really tough. I'm praise for those bloggers who could maintain their blogs so well. Short usage of hiatus, frequent update and always filled with new stuffs and topics.

Everything on my blog are seemed going to downfall, but then...

...something just influenced me to keep going on.

This is an energizer, it empowered me to be one of the best and encouraged me to be always diligent in anytime.

This is a conductor, it provided a platform for me to be taught and at the same time, learnt about the sociality that would be vital in future.

This is a constructor, it built the maturity and a firm personality in myself, forcing development and striving me to chase my dream.

This is a reminiscence, it brought me back to the most basic period, where meeting new friends could be so introductory, generating an unbreakable bond.

This is a community, it showed the realest and truest me, looking through every inch of the feelings on every people around. 

So, I think you should guess out the riddle right?

Yupe, nothing else could be so strong ever, that this event could bring so much experience than never before.

This event is what I just posted yesterday, which is International Student Camp (ISC).

As I promised to myself to participate this camp in year 2014, this only happened after two years.

The reason is quite affirmed, I didn't have that much money to participate it.

Thanks to myself for coming back to CLHS for studying Form Six, I used my salary from part-time job (not entirely all) to participate this camp.

Honestly, there's a little regret is that I hurt myself in ESCAPE, causing me to lost the chance in that activity, but fortunately I'm still satisfied with other activities.

And also, some said that being a leader in this camp is not a wise choice. At the end I did admit that's true, but partially.

Every night, all group leaders had to come for meeting and debrief, at the same time mention any problem during the camp for future review. So the problem is just only I didn't get enough sleep.

But honestly, as a group leader, you trained your leadership skill and activeness in every single activity, like persuading people to try, creating fun times etc.

Ya, no one can be so good that no mistake had been done, but once you faced the same problem next time, I guaranteed that you could minimised it as possible as you can.

The stories from each friend did influenced me a lot, especially those from foreign friends.

Since everything in every country is so different, what they had been through might not be same as us.

They might be busier than us, smarter than us, talented than us, but all in all we have the similarities is that we are chasing our dreams.

This is what I called, the "no-border similarities".

After the camp, I am seriously thinking what I had been done for the past 5 years of my secondary school life.

They showed me that there are even more awesome people in this world, awaiting me to discover.

All I can say is that everything might be changed soon, but what is the most important is that I should keep moving on for the dream that I chased for.

Not mentioning that there should be time for leisure, right?

As always, work hard, play hard.

This is my life, and I only live once.

Thank you~

#WHPH #YOLO

CLISC 2016

#472
23rd July

Okay, like seriously, this could be the worst ever condition happened in my blog, which my blog is going to be dead in no time.

So, basically this post is mainly about the 6th CLISC which ended last week. However, I only updated it today as I was busying recovered the lessons when I was at ISC.

This post is quite summarised, I don't think I have much time to write the full post, so all are in point forms as descriptive as possible.

This year's theme is "One World One Heart One Dream 四海同心共圆梦"

Here are the following schools which participated ISC:

Local

1. Penang Chung Ling High School 槟城锺灵中学

2. Penang Chung Ling High School (Private) 槟城锺灵独中

3. Penang Chung Ling High School, Butterworth 槟城北海锺灵中学

4. Penang Chung Hwa Confucian High School 槟城孔圣庙中华中学

5. Penang Chinese Girls' High School 槟城槟华中学

6. Penang Union High School 槟城协和中学

Foreign

1. High School Affiliated to Fudan University, China 中国上海复旦大学附属中学

2. The Xi'an No.85 High School, China 中国西安市第八十五中学

3. Taipei Municipal Li Shan Senior High School, Taiwan 台灣台北市麗山高中

4. Nan Shan High School, Taiwan 台灣台北市南山中學

5. Thailand Satree Phuket School 泰国普吉沙迪里中学

6. Zhonghua Secondary School, Singapore 新加坡中华中学

Day 0 (09/07/2016)

- This is not officially the first day.

- The arrival of foreign participants.
- Click here for the photos.

Day 1 (10/07/2016)

- Arrival of local participants, registration at Stallion Apartment.

- Heritage Walk, ice breaking during lunch, being group leader of Group 3 ^^

- Heritage Hunt, nearly lost at the start, play ice breaking and cooperative games, fun.

- Head to Gurney Plaza, window shopping, dinner at The Chicken Rice Shop lol
- I can't find the photos lol sry~~

Day 2 (11/07/2016)

- Breakfast at Stallion, opening ceremony at school, speeches and nice performances.

- Lunch at school, discussion about campfire performances, decided to dance 《小苹果》XD

- Head to KDU College, discussion continued.

- Short talk about KDU College, debate session, our group as affirmative.

- Very difficult topic: "Should Master Key to be existed?" Gg debate.

- Praise to Singapore's friends, fluent speech, strong "gunpowder" smell lol.

- Welcoming dinner at school, local dishes, performance by "Sticks & Stones" band.

- Introduction to Taiwan Taipei Municipal Li Shan Senior High School.
- Click here for the photos and click there for the photos for only opening ceremony.

Day 3 (12/07/2016)

- Wake up very early gg, tired.

- Our bus stopped on the way to school, "squeeze" to another bus.

- Quick breakfast at school, gather at hall for later "Learning with Chung Ling" program.

- I didn't need to bring anyone, back to my own class, too tired, sleep and play handphone, lost of concentration XD

- After lunch, it's time for "School Tour + Cultural Games" program.

- Night game, the aim is to find the secret code of dreamer, fun, but still didn't find it out lol.
- Click here for the photos.

Day 4 (13/07/2016)

- Breakfast at Stallion.

- It's time for Balik Pulau tour!

- Nutmeg factory, quite proud to be uncle's translator haha

- Goat farm, so happy to feed the goats ^^

- Bedak (水粉) factory, tried to make the bedak, not so perfect but still okay.

- Lunch at Air Itam, back to school for Cultural Night preparation.

- All foreign schools' friends performed very well that night.

- Selfie, group photos everywhere, everyone are quite HIGH!!!
- Click here for the photos.

Day 5 (14/07/2016)

- Breakfast at Stallion.

- Adventure at ESCAPE Theme Park!

- Hurt myself at the first level of Monkey Business (I know it's quite funny lol), arm nearly dislocated, first-aid gg. [Now my arm is recovered already, no worry ;)]

- Lunch at ESCAPE, rain for a while.

- Couldn't play all of the facilities, too much people waiting, a little bit wasted the visit.

-  Back to school for Campfire preparation!!!

- Very nice dinner + BBQ.

- Campfire performances!!! Each group performed so good, everyone looks so versatile, everyone was so HIGH all night!!!

- Not sleep until 2++ am haha, everyone was planned to 通宵.
- Click here for the photos.

Day 6 (15/07/2016)

- Day of farewell and sharing.

- Tears, hugs, gifts, photos, signatures, memories...

- Goodbye everyone! Hope we can meet again in future days!!!
- Click here for the photos.

*All photos are attributed to CLHS Photography Club. (Source: CLHS activities photo FB Page)

That's all I can summarised, there's actually the last thing is the farewell at airport, most form six done that but I didn't goodbye to them at the airport... Like what the heck am I doing!?

Anyhow, wishes were already sent, the next thing is to do is to keep contact to each other.

Before I ended this post, here's a short message to everyone involved in the camp, especially to my teammates and all faci:

This is probably my ever first time and the last time to join such a great international camp. There're might be a lot of circumstances and unwilling conditions happened throughout the camp, but overall, the most valuable thing we got is the friendship built between us in just that week. Throughout the camp, I made some mistakes and leave much "blank" conditions, so here I'm sorry for my respective trouble, but thanks for keep supporting me and always encourage me. Even though we might be anywhere at anytime, busying a lot of matters at our own, I really, really hope that no matter how busy we are, a single, warm hello, could brought us back to the memories we had together. It's been a week we separated, and honestly, I really miss you all. I kept all the notes and wishes in my heart. And now, I'm always looking at the sky, because, no matter how far are we, we are looking at the same sky, it is always the same blue sky with white fluffy clouds. Physically far apart, but in our heart, we are close to each other. 

Thank you Roy, my group faci.

Thank you Wayne 仕偉.

Thank you Citta.

Thank you Cheng Yan.

Thank you Kenneth.

Thank you Raphael.

Thank you Guang Yu 广宇.

Thank you Sing Ning.

Thank you Le Chun 乐纯.

Thank you Hui Xin.

Thank you Wen Yun 文匀.

Thank you Oil ออย จัง.

Thank you for everyone who gave me support to be group leader in the camp.

I learnt a lot and gain much experiences than much more ever.

Thank you!

See you all soon in future days!

Best wishes!

12:18am, 23 July 2016, Penang, Malaysia

by Guang Ye 广业/廣業 (佛祖)

Randomness

#471
5th July

(Source:  A pseudorandom algorithm, IndiePhunq from en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Randomness)

Damn! I'm so wanted to blog but then my biological time disrupted so bad that I woke up after 10am everyday =_=

This is totally not good at all lol.

Well anyway, it's July and I didn't keep my blog updated for a long time already.

These days, me, Victor and Kar Oon were quite busy to complete our Physics assignment as soon as possible before me and Kar Oon go for the ISC, which is on the next Sunday.

Likewise, I still have to recover my biological time in these days, if not I'm sure get a tired condition during ISC,

So last Monday (27/6) was the AGM for Sixth Form Socity (SFS), PA Society and The Waves.

Well, due to the change of cocurriculum system, now PA Society is under SFS and becoming Unit PA...

That considered a huge dramatic change for a whole society, but what can we do?

Besides, there's an additional Unit Sains dan Matematik, also under SFS.

Overall, there's still a advantage is that the places for committees increased.
I couldn't believe that this would happened, even though I'm in the last batch of committee for PA Society.
So, PA Society will cease to exist, yet I still hope that the annually interschool PA Quiz still continue, as this is the biggest event of PA Society, and also considered as the principle for us.
Now that's the problem for the lower six, yet I'm still looking forward on their activities and expect the good results I wished for.

Back to here...
5 days more it would be Chung Ling International Student Camp 2016.
Surprisingly I thought that there would be more briefing during holidays, yet nothing happened though.
Through snapchat from my friends, they went for meeting everyday until night, rehearsal and so on.
Well, maybe that's the reason, now they are rushing for the final preparation.
While I'm just waiting for the day, hmm somehow I dunno whether be a leader is wise choice or not, some said good but some said terrible.
For now, I just hope that the ISC Week please be good to me oh my god... I don't want any big mistakes happened on me or on my team... ><
Lots of uncertainties're churning in my mind, since this is the very first time to take part in such international event with foreign students.
Help me pass that week with fun memories, but not in a very stressful way...

Alright, that's the end of this post, and we'll meet again after ISC!
Bye!