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#480

31st August

Hi guys! Today is the last day of August and also Happy Merdeka Day haha!

Well, it's quite obvious that I seldom talk or share about something during one-day festival day as I can't talk any much that I don't even know what to talk about.

But first, as today I would like to share Petronas short video as a small celebration for Malaysia's Merdeka Day.

Next thing, which is nothing else but trial exam.

Surprisingly the day of examination is just 2 days, with 2 subjects per day.

Well, maybe you would wonder why only 4 subjects, yupe it's because we don't need to study and exam MUET anymore haha.

I thought there will be MUET during trial, but somehow I was curious that why didn't my MUET teacher start lesson since MUET July.

And so, the truth revealed. Not my teacher is lazy, it's just because we are no longer have to retake another MUET November lol, and that's the reason why MUET will not be in exam.

Thanks god from now on, I mean, supposed to be, since mid-July, we have 8 extra free periods for sure!!!

Woohoo but at the same time I was thinking about how well will be my English after a long time didn't speak, listen, read or write it.

Damn, this doesn't make sense with the Band 5 I got lol.

But look into the good side I still can maintain my level by keep updating blog, as I still have lots of words to say, and the dream hints are still haven't revealed yet.

It's quite possible that I might be a little tough during interview, as speaking is vital in this part.

Anyway, I think I can make it well, even though I had done through so much interviews and failed most of them too.

Alright, September is coming soon, and STPM Semester 3 is coming soon, in 2 months!!!

Graduation, about in one and a half months!!!

Schooling days, still have about 60 days!!!

Time flies and I'm about to leave Form 6...

Ya I know, most of my Matriks friends had entered university, it's the same matter as me to leave Form 6 soon.

We'll see everything and see anything change, for sure.

Bye~

No Idea For Title

#479

28th August

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Yoyo~ It's been about one week since the previous post.

So now, let me correct one important thing first, which is about the Blood Donation Campaign that I mentioned before.

Initially I written that the blood donation campaign was held in 18/8/2016, but it's actually on 18/9/2016 lol. 

I saw the poster wrongly. Just a mere difference of "8" and "9" and everything seemed so funny.

But anyway, that day is Sunday, quite unusual though because annually it will be on weekdays, but along with the celebration of 100th year of CLHS, this time might be different, and that's the reason why it will be held on Sunday.

Guess what? The celebration of 100th year of CLHS is going on now until next year, although now is still the 99th year.

Well, by that time, I had already graduated, but still have chances to come back again for such a big celebration, hope to look for more interesting activities soon.

The next thing, which is nothing else but ISC, again.

Not much, just a little rewind.

Not very fortunate the connection is going offline fast and now it seems like everyone are busying on each other's routine as usual.

Somehow, I had the feeling that this is so possible to be happened that it actually challenge yourself to keep topics chatted unstoppable until forever.

The happen is possible for everyone, since primary school, not all, but most of us seldom have the chance to reconnect again.

No one can ever break this curse, as it all belongs to your ways to keep in touch.

People can't be free at all time, and you also can't be sure that they will always see the message all the time.

That's the reason why, I decided to keep everything down now, leave their life spaces for themselves to fill in, no matter what, one day in future, I'm sure that we will meet again.
Perhaps, no longer then?

For an exception today I won't post any hint about my dream until next month.
Well then, I had already posted 4 hints, and the remaining 6 hints will be posted for the next 3 months, with 2 per month.
Stay tune then, as around November, the answer will be very obvious then.

That's all for today's post.

Quite a short random one, bye~~

Midnight Post

#478
20th August

Ya I admit that I'm not really indulge in sporty things especially Rio Olympics 2016, but here really really have to congratz Malaysian Badminton team that had created lots of new records ever.

So it's very obvious that new generation had put lots of efforts on preparing this competition to bring a gold medal for Malaysia.

From here, I'm really praise the athletes, and keep up and take more chances in Tokyo Olympics 2020!

Just back to the main thing that I have to say, is that CLHS Canteen Day 2016 was finally over., and this is ever last event that I took part.

It's not surprising of meeting old friends, yet somehow I found that... Yup I was way too calm that time, like already expected that they would come.

One condition that I can't avoid is speechless, like nothing to talk about, just a few simple lines to cover the awkwardness.

I'm not quite as good in communicating, it's just that you don't even know what to talk about as we had been separated and didn't contact for a long time, except for likes and comments on Facebook.

But real chat? Now I'm less likely to do that. One reason for sure, afraid of disturbing people as you don't even know whether they are busy or not.

This is one of the sequela 后遗症 of my past, that I can't actually avoid it, and it may continue until forever.

Fortunately, I did something that could keep my heart comfort, when you voice out a simple "sorry" for those who had hurt by you before.

Obviously, that should be voiced out a long time ago, but then chances won't wait people, and now I grabbed it, nothing to lose for.

Anyway, the Canteen Day was a success (I think so), yet I don't think help much for my class as I was too relaxing like walking here and there lol.

Well, I helped some works before the Canteen Day at my friend's house, like washing and cutting the vegetables until midnight lol.

I'm not even much care about how's going on the other stalls lol, but overall if your food is cheap enough (Minimum RM3), then sure your sales will be higher la of cuz.

Click here for photo album of the Canteen Day (Link direct to 2015/2016 CLHS Sixth Form Society FB Page).

Talking about old friends, most of them are going to enter University first year next week.

But the thing was not as well as they expected, ya you had already know, especially going into local universities, you won't get the courses or university you want, that you are forced to accept other choices.

So? Damn, which mean good results cannot determine everything good as you think.

No matter how, I think I'm going to apply overseas scholarship, no matter what kind of paperworks or interviews had to be done.

One thing for sure, I want study Electric and Electronic Engineering (EEE), considered popular courses in almost all universities.

But nevermind, the thought of planning other choices might be consider, by then my life would turned out to be very different soon.

Digression

Continue about my dream that I keep talking about, now I counted and I found that there are 3 dreams, all in one, come along at the same time.

Wow this is really crazy, and I'm quite surprise how determined am I, on chasing the dream that I always wished for.

It seems so far away, but just focus on the thing that had to be done now, then only I can focus on my dream, and archive them as possible.

Hint 4:

Week Preview

#477
11th August

2 days left it will be CLHS Canteen Day by CLHS Sixth Form Society.

Yet I'm not quite busy for it since I'm no longer a committee anymore, and the organising progress are all on Sixth Form Society committee (including lower six) and some others who are non-committee.

The thing is that everyone (Yup! Whole form six students) have to stay back tomorrow to set up everything, just like last year.

Well, fortunately I wasn't assigned to logistic group anymore, as I said in the previous post before, but still have to do some handwork on helping to arrange the tables.

Each class will have two groups to prepare the food and sell them, as I was allocated in one of the two groups in my class and my teammates are preparing to sell chicken wrap hehe.

For your information, this year's Canteen Day will not be as grand as last year's since there is no involvement of board of directors of school.

Likewise, particularly the number of stalls, it is about 50 stalls including the vendors from outside.

But one thing for sure is that everyone would be busy during peak hour.

As the Canteen Day starts on 9 am until 2 pm, normally, most people come around 10 am to 12 pm, according to teacher's experience.

Guess what? Probably that's not the problem, but how much will we get is another subject to consider about. Hmm... But I would talk about that first, I'm just focus on selling the food and steal some time to relax haha.

Ohh ya, there's another event follows up soon, which is the blood donating campaign, and I will take part in this event too.

I had already donated my blood during January, well it' was quite okay for me, nothing to scare for, so this time it would be no problem too.

Digression

Talking about one of my dreams, I counted and there is about 4 months to go.

Yet there are some details still remain unconfirmed, but the willing to go for it is still on.

Well, I think I'm just focus on my study first, then only I could talk about as much as I want.

As usual, here is the third hint about my dream. I will put on 10 different picture hints and my dream will become more obvious in the later posts.

Wanna guess it? Well, just try it, they are all relative to each other, and the day when I reveal it, I would combined all hints together for a clearer look.

Hint 3:

Upcoming

#476
6th August

And then, this week is over..., like finally.

To be honest, I'm quite relieved that things didn't get too bad like I thought, well, just a little bit of disappointment only.

Sem 2 results was out,  and I only could said that there's a B+ grade among the four subjects, but overall the GPA still remain almost constant as Sem 1, which mean, I still reached my target.
This time, the luck is not with me but at least I'm still satisfy with the outcome.
Just, the decision to repeat is still turning in my head.
Repeat? Don't repeat? Repeat? Don't repeat?
Okay... Just chill, I guess I might throw this decision tomorrow.

So em... Finally I got through the difficulty which I mentioned last week, and thanks to my dad, where he helped me a lot.
Well, more is actually depend on our patient to get through this, and fortunately we did not face the worst condition that I thought before.
Thanks god I would appreciate the item I got, no matter how if you want to get something you want, you just have to be determined to do it, don't care what is tired or what is challenge.
In this case, I got a more step closer to my dream, but then, here's come another problem...
Seriously, it's just a small problem, but hope that this could over, probably, next month.
As always, I'm not used to be a very brave person, but not for this time.
I was influenced, so nothing can stop me.
Just wait, time will prove everything.

Hint 2:

Digression

Even though that I knew that last Thursday was Teachers' Day, but it's really too common to post at here anymore.

Alright, just a short one, basically for Sixth Form students, all teachers were invited to have a buffet at our study block. 

Somehow 不够吃 is an okay thing for me, must respect teacher of course, but heard that some people go F5 block to "stole" food lol... (Ya why I never thought about that? XD)

But nvm, the most important event next week, it would be CLHS Canteen Day, fully organised by Sixth Form Society.

Stay back to prepare is a must, and now, luckily I was not chosen in logistic group anymore hahaha!

I rather go sell food with my friends, I rather busying on my favourite thing (which is mainly FOOD!) than carrying things up and down.

Will update that soon, bye~~

Dramatic

#475
1st August

(Source: "Entrepreneurs: Tired of Feeling Like You’re on a Roller Coaster Ride? Do This" by Laura Ann Allahverdi, http://www.huffingtonpost.com/laura-ann-allahverdi-/entrepreneurs-tired-of-fe_b_6167646.html)

So now, it's August.

This week, the mood might be going through a rollercoaster ride,

Happy, sad, happy, sad...

It may keep switching non-stoppable.

If I say more, it could be very evident.

Yup, 2 more days, it is the day of outcome, for STPM Sem 2!!!

Damn I couldn't believe that, time flies and now we are all again might be drop into hell or fly up to heaven.

Sometimes, this is very sarcastic, where a person who scored very excellent in school trials but then didn't get the expected results in the most crucial exam.

As always, it depends on luck.

I'm quite worried with myself too even though I did know how to answer the questions.

But everything cannot be expected as well.

So, I might just be intermediate with it.

I tried the best, if there's any unsatisfactory, well I might calm, to get through it.

Since my parents never give me any pressure on my results, if there's a need to repeat, I will go for it then.

On the next day, it's Teachers' Day celebration, this is a very dramatic change, as the occasion is arranged in the way that is so sensitive.

Well, look, after expecting the worst, how much interest left to celebrate then?

No, I don't think so, how could you expect people to fix the smile like nothing happened?

Sorry then, I don't even know, unless really good things happened, like everyone reached target.

Well, I didn't say no, it is always can be considered as a hope for everyone.

Sometimes, subconsciousness can drive a person on how to cope the conditions.

Me, might as well too.

So, basically it's just a post to show how is the start of August can be so dramatic, like rollercoaster.

But things still happen soon, right?