Instinct or Luck

#489
30th October

(Source: www.121clicks.com, photo by Thomas Leuthard)

As the time's going on, the book's going to the final chapter, the epilogue...

...everything in this world will come to a stop, and another thing starts as well.

By right I should stop keep staring at my laptop and focus on my study but things doesn't happen as I wish lol.

The control had lost, and for sure it cannot be returned anymore.

Likewise, I'd keep taking this "computer drug" that made me no longer feel uncommon for a long-hour sit in front of my laptop.

Fortunately, I'm still trying myself to revise everything after recovering from sick, most probably the time had lost and cannot be refunded, that made me quite worry about myself.

So, this time, the strive for the final examination... This is it, I have to really push myself to the max, becuz' this is the only one chance.

Even though there are couples of thoughts that, based on instinct, I can do well. But at the same time, how about luck? 

You based on your experience, you looked through them and determine your luckiness, and you make a confident instinct, what's the result is all unknown.

In fact, it's going in the way:

Experience ➡ Luck ➡ Instinct ➡ Luck ➡ Result ➡ Experience ➡ ...

Circulating again and again, and all in all you still not sure the measure of your luckiness and instinct which could bring either massive or negligible results.

Well, for me, I'm still based on my luck, and of cuz' the effort I'd put a lot in this 1.5 years.

Sometimes, I don't use my instinct, instead I always render them to fate, becuz' life is uncertain, you don't know is it either make you feel happy or disappointed.

So, once you had make it through, you know you had maximize your force, and did what you should have done, then that's nothing to regret for.

This is the final battle, keep up friends.

The door of freedom is waiting you...

Digression #1

So hey, I'd promised to post how it looks like our graduation magazine.

Here is it!

Yup the cover is just simply made and it's the cover that I wished for, cuz' less is more lol.

Yeah well, simplicity always lead good things.

If you could see closely, our graduation magazine's title is 《拂晓的号角》.

Direct translate, "The Horn of Dawn".

Digression #2

It's nearly the end of October and here's the eighth hint of my dream.

Hmm... Quite confusing huh?

This lake doesn't seemed related to the other hints.

Well think again, I don't post hints that are unrelated, so take a wild guess.

The big reveal is going soon...

Graduation 2016

#488
28th October

Finally, I get to blog now after recovered from sick.

Ya last Saturday I got flu and then it turned to sore throat. Well, that serious cough caused throat inflammation that I have to rest for the whole week.

Eventually, I didn't went to school on Monday and Tuesday, but back to school on Wednesday as I'm on the way to recovery.

After found that there's nothing very important to come to school anymore, I absent again on Thursday lol, but still planned to present on next Wednesday after 1 5-day Deepavali holidays.

So, back to what I want to post today, is about the Graduation Day on last Friday.

Ya sorry for this long halt as I don't have much energy to think and write my blog temporarily.

Alright, this is the second time to graduate at CLHS and it's kinda like so special that you could graduate at the same school for two times.

Unlike last two years, there are differences: An additional salute ceremony, different friends, and the most importantly, different feeling.

So, before the ceremony starts, most of us gonna took photos, selfie, wefie, and take friends' signatures in graduation magazine.

(Forgot to inform you guys also, is that we finally got the graduation magazine!!! Will be upload in the next post.)

The ceremony went on as before we did, speeches, performances, presenting of graduation MV and prize-giving ceremony.

This time, I got the chance to take prize on stage! Yay really, I made it! This is what I always wished to, since I had admiring my friends before who took prize on that stage, for me that's an honour.

Finally, it really pays off! My choice of enrolling Form 6, it's no longer a doubt, and I should say that, I never regret to come here, to get my second chance.

At the end, everything's is going to the end, as it's still not the epilogue.

Even you would say 友谊万岁, but that's still not the end... 

...Well, when is it? I don't know yet.

#F4EVER

(There're missing people but still WOW!!! XD)

U6F1!!!

For the other photos, I can't managed to upload all up here, so click here to see my FB Post.

Last few words:

Thank you for all the memories that we went through together.

I had been the one who had lost on the side of friendship, and yet thank you for pulling me from the cliff and make me stronger to face all the difficulties in my life.

Thank you my friends, my teachers who had willingly to give me support all the time.

Without you all, I'm not sure where will I going to... But, I made this choice to stay aside with you all.

That's it, you all had shaped a new me, that made me believe that...

...I could be a better person forever, till we meet again.

Happy graduation, good luck in exam and in future.

Thank you :)

by Guang Ye (佛祖)

28 October 2016, 5:40 pm

Penang, Malaysia.

6 Days

#487

15th October

After a long blank on my blog, and finally here's the recent update about the graduation~

For sure, Sixth Form has its own committees of Sixth Form graduation magazine, known as 《锺浪》, "The Waves".

Back to two years ago, it's kindly same as the committees of graduation magazine for Form 5 graduates. The difference is not all schools has such a specific group of committees for the production of graduation magazine only Sixth Form students.

Well, recently, The Waves posted two songs on Youtube and also shared in Facebook too.

One is 《风の离别》, a fully instrumental song.

Another one is the theme song, 《因为友爱》.

How's is it? The music is quite fresh, but at least the production is very good.

Well, during the graduation ceremony, this MV is going to release on the screen. Great job for The Waves!

So, 6 more days to graduation, feeling that I'm getting old lol...

Let's see, what kind of future are we going to.

Wondering...

Coming To The End

#486

5th October

It's October and it's near to the end of my F6 life, about 16 days more to go!

Yupe the graduation ceremony was scheduled at 21/10/2016 and that means I will be graduating at CLHS for the second time.

Well, that feel of nostalgia back again when singing the graduation song today as a small intro to the girls, Phor Tay boys and F5 students.

Just look back, I had went through ups and downs in this merely 1.5 years, and yet this had lead me to a huge change that I never thought about before.

I wasn't a very brave person who could take up a huge responsibility in doing things, especially in cocurriculum activities, which I never had high post or participated any events' organising committees.

Yet, now I had done more than those 5 years I'd been in CLHS. I was thinking did that 5 years had been over like blank pages?

Certainly, I do not know, yet I had done my choice and now the choice came to a conclusion...

...I did not (or never) regret for coming Form 6.

Yupe, but this doesn't represent for everyone as I know myself can achieve well, but others might be different, so there's no generalisation for my statement.

In case, all in all, at least everyone learnt a lot from each other, that could influence others in future, might be.

A small act of yourself may bring a huge influence/effect on others no matter in what kind of factors.

Boom! Butterfly Effect.

I just made a small decision, and came along a dramatic change on me. Well, who else can predict it?

Anyway, I think I will be quite less likely to update more these days as I will be going to prepare for the ever last examination in terms of my secondary school life.

Well then, that hiatus post is no longer necessary anymore.

Instead, that blank might give a lot of imagination for you to fill up...

Digression

Alright, it's near to achieve my dream, lots of stuffs had confirmed and thanks god the risk I mentioned before had reduced to the minimum.

Yupe, it'd been reduced but still missing something, and I'm still thinking a perfect way to recover it to ensure not much of regret happened.

But I would think about that way after the examination, as I can plan out the idea as much as I want in that empty periods then lol.

Hint 7:

I bet this hint could be obvious and confused at the same time, as it looks particularly nothing related to the other hints.

Well, think again, don't miss any letter or digits behind.