Eternal Discovery

#509
16th April

(Source: "23 Street Photography Tips For Your Next Photo Walk" by Kenn Tam, www.fstoppers.com)

Hey I had been lost, again, for another 2 weeks lol.

First of all, good news! Tomorrow I will attend Majlis Anugerah Pelajar Cemerlang STPM 2016 Peringkat Pulau Pinang.

Sounds familiar right? Well that have to date back to around June 2015.

By that time, it was an honour for me to be an excellent candidates for SPM 2014. Same as this time, I strove for the best again and being honoured for the second time!

Hmm... Quite curious about how much would I get.

As half of April just gone, realizing that time is going too fast.

A week of works could be done in just a blnk of an eye.

I can't deny that when starting a new week, I always hope that Friday would come faster.

As always, it always did, as long as you get your required works done. And then the same thing repeat, again and again, until where the prelude of the new chapter begins...

By that time, I had went through most of time in discovering myself again and learnt more and more skills for development.

Sometimes, I won't get used to apply my knowledge in making decisions, especially the long term issues, that made a lot of doubts for me.

Precisely, I'm quite confirmed that I'm interested in studying electric and electronic engineering, but regulations forced me to think of another path.

I couldn't discover a lot in a short time. One year? Two years? Might not be enough. I might just as different as the others, they really know what are they doing and how to do, but I think I am still looking opportunities, or the right moment to do.

The gap period is where everything may change, or even a mighty twist for moments. Talking about that, degeneration of the mightiest is where the unexpected sore.

The curse happened on me, but I never want to be the mightiest, aren't I?

If I could be as normal as I can, I would rather keep continuing discover the truest me, even though I found myself back in Form 6, but there's no ending yet.

By the way, I'm still keeping the pace, I know what are the advantages I have, and I know no matter who wants to take over, that's their moment but not mine, who wouldn't know anything would change after some times?

Back to normal is not really as easy as I thought, but the discovery is continuing. I have my own thoughts, but following the conscience, restoring the thoughts is the key.

The discovery would be an eternal journey, I never want to fall down again, and hope that a simple, normal life would be right in time.